I used be confident. I used be doubtful too. Unknown to me, both characteristics mixed well enough to allow me a place in society among other successful, well rounded people. But these days I'm only doubtful.
Confidence 0%
Determination 0%
Hope 0%
The only thing keeping me alive is that tiny survival instinct, and I'm completely ambiguous about its rises and falls. People say that you need to hit rock bottom sometimes to get back up. I would've never thought that such despair, loneliness, and doubtfulness about everything in my life, would not be the rock bottom. I have been here in this suspended existence for almost two years now. Without confidence will I ever be able to get out and live a somewhat normal life?
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