If you have borderline personality disorder, you know how little it takes sometimes, well almost all the time, to change your mood from perfectly fine to a total disaster, suicidal drama, and self hate overload. One innocent little comment like "can you clean up your crumbs from the table' or "your dog just jumped into my car with dirty paws". Even when it's delivered with calm and soft voice, I often felt as if someone fired a shot gun at my chest, and the nightmare began all over. It takes all I've got not to burst into tears like some stupid teenage drama queen.

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